Survivor

Sitting on the bed side near the full view window of his dorm, he was lost in his thoughts. Something from his inside was urging him to run, to get back in his happy zone, to live the way he use to be, to be with his loved ones. His inner self was battling to be with his loved one and the other persuading him to stay here and prove his worth. He knew this is not the place where he belongs. He so wanted to get rid of this alien feeling, he wanted to believe what every one said about life. Somewhere he wanted to stay and battle, he knew he is the survivor.
But he wanted to be happy, he wanted once more to touch and see his closed people. He want to set aside all these feelings and to get lost in soothing memories of his friends in his HAPPY Place.
Helpless! With the teary eye he stood and searched for his phone, and there they were always by his side, with all the nonsense in their heads. Bunch of idiots he thought and with a faint smile he knew they are life. With a deep breath now he resolved, he can do it, he will do it, backing off is not his thing.. He got all the support he wanted and now he is ready to move forward to achieve what he ought for because no matter how many times he will fall their they are, his three pillars to make him stand again and to make him ready for his next battle..