Tuesday 26 June 2018

Survivor


Sitting on the bed side near the full view window of his dorm, he was lost in his thoughts. Something from his inside was urging him to run, to get back in his happy zone, to live the way he use to be, to be with his loved ones. His inner self was battling to be with his loved one and the other persuading him to stay here and prove his worth. He knew this is not the place where he belongs. He so wanted to get rid of this alien feeling, he wanted to believe what every one said about life. Somewhere he wanted to stay and battle, he knew he is the survivor.
But he wanted to be happy, he wanted once more to touch and see his closed people. He want to set aside all these feelings and to get lost in soothing memories of his friends in his HAPPY Place.
Helpless! With the teary eye he stood and searched for his phone, and there they were always by his side, with all the nonsense in their heads. Bunch of idiots he thought and with a faint smile he knew they are life. With a deep breath now he resolved, he can do it, he will do it, backing off is not his thing.. He got all the support he wanted and now he is ready to move forward to achieve what he ought for because no matter how many times he will fall their they are, his three pillars to make him stand again and to make him ready for his next battle..

Monday 25 June 2018

Dream




They both met after, what it seemed like a eternity to them..she was staring away wondering if he is looking at her. Curiously she bends her head removing those small locks of curls on her face, setting them behind her ears the way he liked. Now they are facing each other for the first time, without disappointment she locks her eyes with his, which were already staring at him from last twenty minutes. Their was some relief and satisfaction to his eyes which is now travelled deir distance nd reached her's. It was like d desire in their eyes is not being satiated. For the first time in life all the questions are being answered without the help of any words. The ambience was filled with their silence as if the nature is giving them more time to get lost in each other, there was magic all around as if all the problems of the world are solved and he is at that stage where he can finally give up to all the struggle he has been through, his inner self want to shout out loud that this is what his soul was searching for, this is the place where he can finally rest. Their was that marvel look on his face as if she was the perfect creation for him, she was the one his eyes never stopped wandering, she was the one for whom he can endure whatever comes to his way, yes she was the only one with whom he is ready to endure all the pain of this world, she was the one because of whom he finally wants to LIVE.

Hours passed by, he marvelled every inch of her face. Sudden realization jerk him out of his dream, it was that same old ringtone of his cellphone  beeping his boss name. Irritated he got up from his bed and headed towards the window. It was a start of another lone day, Sunrays were blazing high over his face as if giving a new hope, a new meaning to his existence. Thinking about his dream he kept standing their lost in his solitude but this time with a smile on his face.